I’m from a country (Jamaica) where homosexuality is strictly not allowed. Where I’m from specifically in Jamaica, they used to go out there way to kill homosexuals, and they would always get away with it. Right now I’m in America, living with my mom and dad, who aren’t exactly “against” homosexuality, but they don’t want anything to do with it, and they don’t want to deal with it. My dad swears it’s an illness/disorder, and my mom makes it obvious she doesn’t really accept them. But I’ve been questioning myself a lot? I’m an artist, I love drawing, painting, photography, all of it. But I’ve found myself attracted more to nude photography and artwork of women in the fashion world. Being raised in such a culture, I’m starting to think something’s wrong with me? I know it might sound weird for someone to be like “ermahgerd i’m gay ’cause i like nude art”, no it’s more like, I would sit and go out my way to stare at it for a long time. I would draw it all the time, my favorite photographers, and painters create nude art. I daydream of it, I save pictures on my phone, but it to me doesn’t feel like anything sexual? Like I’m artistically attracted to it? I don’t even know what I’m saying anymore, has anyone a clue what’s going on?
