I feel like everything in my life is a struggle. Whatever I achieve I have to work extra hard than an average person has to. I am so exhausted of trying. All my life my motto is keep on keeping on, but for how long. I feel like I don’t have energy any more. Where is that point where it has to stop. Cant I be normal? Cant I want something and just get it because I am me. I cant hold on anymore. I am tired. I am no quitter but life is too big for me to deal with it on my own. How do I revive my energy towards life? Help?
STOP. STOP TRYING SO HARD. Take a break. Do things you enjoy. Lighten up your routine. Try finding a peace of mind. You don't need to struggle to get something. Stop wanting . concentrate on what you have and don't take them for granted. Be grateful. Take some time off. Relax. c: Then think about what are you doing. Sometimes obstacles are put in your way to see if you actually NEED that so much, or what you are burning your energy for, really worth the effort.
Take a weekend or a couple of days and just plan to do nothing but eat and sleep well, maybe some light exercise. It helps if you spend that entire time somewhere that is not your home, but as long as you dedicate the time to your own health that's fine.
It sounds like you could really use a break. Like The Giggle Blizzard said, take off asuch time as you can, because you can't help yourself working this hard, being burnt out. Do something completely different with the free time you have. Try to rethink what youre doing, remember why youre working so hard.
You definitely sound like you're over working yourself. Please keep in mind that even though it'd be nice to get everything accomplished, you can't always necessarily do it. The human body can only tolerate so much stress and work, and you seem to be pushing yourself to the limits. Be sure to separate some time out of your day for you - maybe pamper yourself and do something that benefits you. Don't forget that you're the key to your success, take care of what's getting you there! Never ever ever give up. Breaks don't mean you're giving up, however. It just means you're human. :)
just take some times for yourself and do what you love if you are not already doing it. Life can get tough, but you have to remember that you are only human and that there is only so much you can do.. be strong <3.