I feel very lonely, even with my favourite around me. I feel like I don’t belong to any group, any people, even my.own family . I always want to talk to someone and have conversations and enjoy them, but it just never happens.
I do relate. I'm working with it through listening to others and speaking up about myself in parts. It's really difficult to describe this feeling in words, though. Because there are so little people, who can understand at least those small parts of me that I'm bringing up. I've even stopped relying on other people and I've never went too deep because there wasn't an opportunity for it. Sincerily, I still hope that someday someone would fully understand me. I wish you luck fighting with it. My blessings!