Well, for 2 months now, me and my best friend still haven’t talk to each other. We stopped talking because she got awkward I had a crush on her. We haven’t talk in person but we messaged each other. Our friends helped us sending letters and us, ourselves talk in social media.
She didn’t reply anything in my first message. But she replied finally on a letter. She gave me a choice whether to still have a crush on her OR removing it and we’re still going to be best friends. I replied to her messaging, choosing the 2nd one. I would not want to risk our friendship.
The problem is that until now, were still not talking and I really don’t know why. I gave her enough time and I think if she really treats be as a best friend, she would not be acting like this.
I tried almost everything I could. And I’m near of letting go. It seems like I’m doing the effort and it seems I’m still the one lacking effort while she doesn’t even do anything.
I asked my friend to ask her if we could talk tomorrow but her reply was that not this month cause she is too busy. I understand how busy she is cause we are in 3rd year high school. I really feel something is tearing us down. And I wanted to talk to her cause its my 16th birthday on Oct 23 and I’m really hoping we’re already having our friendship back that day or before. Cause it really hurts not talking to her specially on my birthday. If I had one wish, I would like our friendship back.
Please help me 
( I really need someone who understands.
