so here’s the issue :
yesterday, my boyfriend, alerted to me that he h as to go get a Second job in order to pay off some accumulated debt. And because or this him and I won’t be able to hang much anymore. I told him that was fine. Later. when he mentioned he had time free time, I asked him if he wanted to Skype for a little bit. Me said maybe ,but he Probably couldn’t I said that was fine, I was just hoping he could make a little time for me.
Innocent enough… right?
Me then Proceeded to cuss me out I and went on a miniture tirade about the Second Job thing. And Flat out told me to not call him.
As you can imagine. I felt pretty hurt. so I sent him this message:
I’m tired of you treating me.like I’m an inconvenience in your life. I’ve been here .for you through all of this shit, and i haven’t once lashed out at you or left you. All i want is a bit of your time every day. That’s not unreasonable. That’s not too much to ask for. And not on Facebook, i want to be able to actually hear your voice, it really makes my day. I’m not leaving you over lashing out at me ,but I’d greatly appreciate you to understand that I’m tired of you lashing out at me . You have the perfect right to be snappy , I’d probably act the same way if i was in your situation. But please, please, PLEASE , don’t take out your anger on me. I’m more then willing to be here for you, But if you keep snapping at me, I’m gonna start backing away. Christian, i love you like you wouldn’t believe, but what you said earlier was MEAN. You made me feel horrible for just wanting to talk to you. I did nothing wrong. I understand your situation, i understand it perfectly. I know you don’t have much free time anymore. I understand the consequences if you can’t pay off the debt, and i wanna help you out.
Babe, i know i just unleashed a slew of feelings into this Facebook message, but i needed to say it sooner.then later
was I right in saying this?