My boyfriend and I live 200 miles apart, he’s in Northern England and I live in South Wales. He travelled last time to visit so I felt it’s fair if I go to him this time, I’ve never left Wales alone and I’ve only been on a train once on my own, I know I’m going to get anxious, how would you deal with it? I’m looking forward to seeing him and I don’t want my anxiety and worries to ruin it for us both.