My boyfriend and I live 200 miles apart, he’s in Northern England and I live in South Wales. He travelled last time to visit so I felt it’s fair if I go to him this time, I’ve never left Wales alone and I’ve only been on a train once on my own, I know I’m going to get anxious, how would you deal with it? I’m looking forward to seeing him and I don’t want my anxiety and worries to ruin it for us both.
Maybe if you bring some things to distract you while you're on the train it could help? Maybe bring something to listen to music with, or a book or a notepad to draw on, something that interests you. Just keep in your mind how many people ride the trains every single day and are fine. Best of luck, I hope you and your boyfriend have a lovely time :) x