I’m a 20-year-old fella, & I could use some opinions on waiting to have intercourse until marriage. I believe “outercourse” doesn’t apply, though that necessarily doesn’t make it different; ultimately, I believe that once I have experienced vaginal penetration, I will no longer be a virgin. Am I correct on that?
Here’s my question though – should I really wait until marriage to finally go all the way? Throughout my life, I’ve been bombarded with the notion that I’m supposed to save myself for marriage through morals developed from Christianity, & family. I feel that saving myself for marriage would add to my character – a demonstration of self-control, integrity, character and spirituality. I feel that it wouldn’t matter if sex were good or bad, because the process could develop & improve over time with good communication between my future wife & I. In essence, sex wouldn’t be the prime reason for our relationship. It would be the icing on the cake so to say, and ultimately bring us closer together & make our relationship stronger.
At the same time, close to or over 90% of the population has had premarital sex. The pros outweigh the cons, but the cons outweigh the pros in other areas. Men who are virgins are seen as inexperienced little boys while women who are virgins are treasured, & valued because of their rarity – f’n double standards I tell you…
I feel that if I have sex with someone who I’m not married to will forfeit my blessing within marriage – a spiritual blessing & contentment from god. I could also quote scriptures in the old testament that states if so and so had sex with a virgin, he’d need to pay this many (insert currency here) – I’m paraphrasing of course. Jesus died for our past, present, and future sins. I don’t have the want to sin, and I know I’m not perfect. If I were, I wouldn’t need god. However, I do have the need, yes need, to satisfy myself sexually – & satisfy someone else as well. (Hey, nice guys finish last right?). Ugh…it haunts me every moment of my life, & I’m just in an absolute confusion frenzy whether or not I should stop being a virgin by choice. The bible doesn’t say sex before marriage ISN’T a sin, yet it mentions fornication. People married at young ages back in that day. Hell, people had MULTIPLE wives, but then later it was said that every man should have is own wife.
I can’t afford to get married right now, so what to I do…just keep waiting, and waiting, and waiting, and waiting, and…did I mention waiting?