I’m in a relationship. I’m 15 years old and my boyfriend is 19 years old. We met on Twitter in January and we started dating since March 3rd. He lives in the US and i live in Peru, so it’s a long distance relationship. He’s the sweetest guy i’ve ever known, he cares about me, he worries about me, he loves me with all his heart he’s funny and he’s really nice, but lately he hasn’t been. We’ve been dating for 7 months and a couple days, and everything was going perfectly right, until two or three weeks ago. He started getting mad pretty much all the time, and sometimes it wouldn’t even make sense, because i don’t do anything bad and he still gets mad at me for no reason. Even though he’s been getting mad a lot this past days, he has a HUGE respect for women; he gets sad and mad when he sees guys yelling at girls or hitting them, because he thinks -and so do i- that guys that do that are just really stupid. He doesn’t yell at me hardcore, but i’m a really sensitive person, and whenever people yell or raise their voice at me, i either cry because i get scared or get really sad and feel bad with myself. These past few days he has been getting mad and rolled his eyes at me, but i can only name 2 times where he has yelled at me badly. The first one was when i got home late at night from a mall and i told him that i was gonna check on him to see how he was doing every once in a while during the night, but i didn’t, and he texted all my friends as well, but no one replied, so eventually he got really worried. When i got home and called him on skype, he was furious. The other time he got mad because of many things that happened during our skype call, but the point is that he got super super pissed and because i get scared when someone yells at me, i started shaking and crying really really bad and trust me he’s not an abusive boyfriend at all. He’s the sweetest thing on earth and he has told me so many times that even if he gets super super mad he wouldn’t hit me because he would hurt himself before he hurts me. He’s always depressed and mad at himself because he hates himself because he thinks he’s hurting me a lot. He is desperately in need of help and he cries about it because he says he doesn’t wanna hurt me and that for some reason it’s out of his control and he keeps apologizing and i just wanna help him.
I know that teenagers usually don’t know who’s gonna be the love of their life and their life-long partner but i swear i know he is the one. I love my boyfriend to death and i wanna help him more than anything.
Thank you for reading, means a lot to me 
