Okay so my name is Sammie. I used to live in Virginia but a little over a year ago, I moved to Las Vegas. While I lived in Virginia, I had kind of an on & off thing with this guy, who I am honestly pathetically in love with. I’ve been struggling with depression for a very long time & I went through quite a phase where I didn’t care about anything. I wasn’t interested in relationships or being with one person. The idea of commitment scared me & when feelings & shit got real, I had no idea what to do. Now I’m more mature, grew up a little bit but unfortunately, though I am now here, the name I made for myself & my past still seems to cause trouble for not only me but him. I’ve struggled with depression, addiction, abuse, etc. & so has he & I think that it brings us together because we understand each other. But regardless, he doesn’t trust me because of what I used to do. Though I’ve grown up since then & I’ve changed, he still has a hard time trusting me & I’m honestly wondering if it’s even worth it anymore. Because yes, I do love him but he doesn’t trust me, & hes got this girl there who he cut things off with for me but I don’t think hes 100 percent sure that he wants to be with anymore, & I have too much self respect to continue to stay with someone who doesn’t know what they want anymore.