So I’m a girl, and I kinda half this boy high school friend, then ever since the course of time during our high school, I have been secretly in loved by him. Then there was a time when he proposed to me as his girlfriend, but I rejected his offer because firstly, my parents were very strict, secondly, I wasn’t ready for that kind of commitment, but after that we were still good friends, we were still good friends that we even danced at prom. But after we graduated high school and we were finally college students, our communication went a little lay low, so we haven’t been chatting for about 3 years. Then, yesterday we had a small meet up, we planned it through texting and chatting on facebook, and it was such a relief to see myself chatting him and knowing that I got a chance to meet him after a long period of time. So we hanged out together and I never felt so alive! After that he talked to me about his life and the future plans he had, i was at the edge of my seat when he told me the bad news, “HE WAS ABOUT TO LEAVE ON THE 24th of JUNE” i was in a melancholic stage, I could not accept the fact that he is leaving because I really loved him. I cannot contain my emotions, I kept crying everyday, because i can’t move on about he’s departure. But I’m happy for him because his pursuing his dream of becoming a journalist. But I don’t know what to do, I feel crazy sick right now, I don’t what to do, should I finally admit to him that I really loved him or how can I accept that he’s leaving?
