I want something that makes me happy. Everyone has at least one thing that makes everything just OK. But I don’t have that i’m not religious and I cant lean on friends music ins’t my life and writing has lost all appeal. So what do I do I use to be depressed i’m better now but I don’t want to go back their. I would feel so much better if I had something it could be anything. Does anyone know what i’m talking about am I just rambling? What do you guys believe in? What makes you happy? It could stars or pottery sculpting I don’t care I feel like I’ve just tried everything I just want something that gives me hope something to reflect on when everything seems to be going wrong. Maybe i’m asking too much