I want something that makes me happy. Everyone has at least one thing that makes everything just OK. But I don’t have that i’m not religious and I cant lean on friends music ins’t my life and writing has lost all appeal. So what do I do I use to be depressed i’m better now but I don’t want to go back their. I would feel so much better if I had something it could be anything. Does anyone know what i’m talking about am I just rambling? What do you guys believe in? What makes you happy? It could stars or pottery sculpting I don’t care I feel like I’ve just tried everything I just want something that gives me hope something to reflect on when everything seems to be going wrong. Maybe i’m asking too much
-small baby animals giving you kisses
-the fact that small baby animals are cute
-fun holiday lights and cookies and jingle bells
-cuddly stuffed animals
-your favorite bands/music
-soft beds and pillows and warm blankets
-hot chocolate with marshmallows in cute mugs
-pugs walking up stairs
You're not asking too much.If you're talking to the right people, too much is an impossible spot to reach. That's why I joined this site. no matter who responds to a question I write, even if it's the same person, there is infinity behind those words because who knows where they're coming from and where they can go and who they effect, and I can't stress enough how important that is. I can't advise you where to go or what to do, and I may have only had this account for half a day, but I want to let anyone willing to listen to know, for god's' sake, let me know your problems if you want. I don't mind talking to a stranger about things I can't claim to understand, as long as you're willing to reciprocate. So please, get on a chat,talk to people, watch some anime, I don't know. (sorry if this is the cheesiest or most ridiculous thing you've ever read)
Dancing and singing. I don't have to be good at it, I just love it. Dancing expresses things my mouth cannot, even though I'm not very good at it. Singing does the same, but I'm better at it. I am working on perfecting my screaming.
What makes me happy is knowing that within everyone, is a potential for greatness that rarely if ever tapped. Just knowing the kinds of things you could do and achieve in this life is enough to get you happy i think....
I know you've said you tried music, but try giving it another shot. Maybe listen to new genres or give that a shot because I know that's what always works for me. Give "The 1975's" a shot and maybe some All Time Low, that's what I always go to on my worst days. Besides that, books are an incredible way to get out of reality. Escape into the world of another character. Something else I do (and I know this is a little bit weird) is I have created a character that I write about, and she is living the life I want to live and writing through her perspective about how beautiful life is just kind of helps sometimes.