I am so stressed out, and nothing is giving me the stress release I need. I used to have cutting addition when stress level was high, and I have urge to do it again, and its not going away. i don’t know what do to. I don’t want to tell my fiance, he would freak out, and if I did, he would be really angry. I also don’t want him and his parents to think I am crazy. I just don’t know what to do, I feel like I am spiraling out of control again.
**my fiance is creeped out at the idea of me cutting in the past so I do feel its best for his sake not to tell him, i try not to focus on it, but nothing i normally do for relaxation help. i have no energy left.