I’m at her house right now. I’ve known her for 4 years but this is the first time we’ve been together irl since we started dating. Things are going good, I’m just sorta nervous I guess/not sure what to do. We talked a ton before I got here but I guess there’s just sort of a disconnect in my brain between the person I talk to every day online and this girl sitting next to me. Like I know it’s really her but my brain is going “why are you trying to hug this person you’ve met like twice before”. I want to like idk do couple stuff, hold hands or kiss or all the stuff we talked about before I got here but its like I’m suddenly worried she doesn’t want that. I know she’s feeling the same way too, we’ve been joking about how awkward we are.
Idk I’ve never done anything like this before, she’s the first person I’ve ever dated. I worked up the courage to scoot over and cuddle last night and it was awesome but I’m also sort of worried maybe I was bothering her and she just didn’t want to say anything. Idk any advice?