Hi everyone! Background for you… I’m 17 and a graduating senior at an online school. I take karate classes on Monday and Wednesday, and teach the on Wednesday and Friday. That, essentially, is my life.
Every day is the same. Over and over and over again. School then karate – I’m tired of both. (Karate, especially. Much as I love it, being there so much exhausts me. I dread going.) Each of my friends is older and at college, so I have virtually no one to interact with besides my mom’s friends or whoever is at karate.
Honestly? Some mornings, I don’t want to wake up. Lots of mornings, I’d like to run away. Travel to a new state or country and start with a completely blank slate, filling it with new and exciting and invigorating and resonating experiences. I’d like to *live* rather than surviving.
Time is a really linear and repetitive concept to me right now, and I’m getting tired of living life like this. Sorry if this sounds similar to whining! I’m just… I’m scared that I might do something drastic soon. Would really appreciate any advice. Should I just drop and run? Start with a clean slate? What consequences/benefits would that present?
Thank you all! Lots of love!