Someone please help/ talk to me?

Maybe he doesn't realize how you need him there for you. He's probably caught up in his own thing that he doesn't realize that he should be there for his daughter, if he doesn't pick up the phone I would say write a letter to him telling him how you feel about him not contacting you or anything. Release and vent your feelings through that.

I know how you feel. My father has never been there for me, we've never had a normal relationship, I even resent him sometimes. But he is still my father and I need him, to some extent. I wrote him a hand written letter, a very long one and spilled my heart out on that paper. Keep calling him, but maybe you can write him a letter or an email. Tell him how you feel, give him an ultimatum. I'm sure he'll come through even a little bit, but if for some reason he doesn't, then sweetheart you're better off without him. You're never alone, I understand how you feel. If you ever want to talk, I'm here for you.