You go on with life because your other 6 siblings love you and more than likely need you and i'm sure it would break your mother and yes i say your fathers heart despite what you may think, that is what good you have left in your, you always have family. We are humans, we ALL and i do mean everyone on this earth go through a point of time where things feel like life is rough, maybe hopeless and feel like we can't handle what's coming our way, but this is the part in life where you show life who's boss, your 13 years old, you have a whole life ahead of you. Do not give up, persevere because you can get through this, i know it , i believe in you:), and remember, life is what you make it, if you think of life in a positive way and ignore the negative, life will be soo much better. Hope i helped :)
