All my life I’ve been heading to this very moment. I was good in school, did my homework on time, sacrificed going out with friends, all to get into a good University. I did it, and I got in to my dream course. My parents have been amazing with getting me settled in, and my boyfriend has as well.
But I hate it. I really hate university. I hate getting up in the morning to go to classes I don’t want to go to, so I’ve started not going to them. I’ve always been a top student, but now I’m getting awful grades, I’m not even sure if I want to pass.
I can’t go back home for two reasons – I don’t want to be viewed as a failure, and I don’t want to leave my boyfriend here by himself.
What can I do? Will it get better? Has anyone else been in this situation before?