So, I love a boy in my school platonically. He used to suffer from depression and anxiety but has recovered. He gives me a reason to live and helps me believe things get better. Just seeing him at school has helped me a lot with my depression and self harm. I spend a lot of time around him, but not really talking to him since i’m too scared and i make/buy him a lot of things so he might already have an idea… I think I don’t really mind if he doesn’t feel that way to me, but i just want him to know that i love him… and i’m scared he’ll hate me for it, i don’t know why but my anxiety says so.. I really want to tell him how much he means to me and be able to express my feelings more freely but he’s a grade 12 and also my peer tutor (for english) and i’m only in grade 9. i feel like he’s out of my league and he’ll avoid me if i tell him… and he recently got a girlfriend.. but if i explain that i’m an aromantic asexual and i only like him platonically, would it be okay? i want to know what other people think? thanks.
note: haha i don’t know what to tag this because it’s not really about dating and relationships and doesn’t fit in a category…. kind of.