should i kill myself

You've got one life, it lasts around 70-100 years if you are lucky. Then you've got death, which as far as we can tell, lasts for eternity. Think about that dark void of non-existence for a moment, take some time to contemplate how horrifying that really is. Do you really want to jump ship, and spend the rest of time in there because you aren't in an ideal position right now?
Did not think so.

no u should never end it all i might not know u but please belive me when i say i care email me if u want [email protected] ive been throw the same shit and i made it throw and if i can do it ANYONE can you should read my profile on this any ways i belive that we make our own realitys so make yours better i know thats easyer said then done but it can be done you cant change yesterday but u can fix today for tomrrow and im sorry i cant spell

You might be in a bad spot but there is a few things that I don't agree with; You do have a future, there are people who care, you can talk to those people if you open up. Your current situation seems like there is no possible way for it to get better because you are trapped in a box, a box where you can't see the rest of your life and the beauty which you have in you. You have the chance to build yourself up into the person who is not dominated by their emotions, but however is speaking with confidence and is unafraid. You have so many opportunities you just need to accept positivity and let it change you and your situation. It can be done, you just need to try and try again. Never forget you are a person in a world where you decide where you go. All the best.

I had a friend who was in the same situation, and tried to kill herself. She said at the moment of no return she looked for every possible way to live, but couldn't stop the process. Luckily she was found before it got fatal. So the answer is no, it may seem bad now, but its got to get worse before it gets better. Trust me.

No please don't kill yourself, I'm here for you, you are not alone, stay strong, you are loved and you are cared for, if you need to talk or need a friend I'm always here, you can message me if you want. (hugs)