of course not. everyone has a purpose on Earth, and our lives should be spent finding that purpose or reason we're here. suicide is a spur the moment kind of thing... people don't understand the long term effects it has on the people that care about you. i've been where you are now. i remember what is felt like to feel so alone and scared, and to be curious of what the after life is like. take into consideration your parents. imagine if their child was here one day and gone... FOREVER the next. imagine how your best friend would feel? they'd feel lost and blame themselves for not helping you to the best of their ability. please, sit down. take a breather. & think... life is like a roller coaster. it has it's high and low points. but, there will always be a brighter day after this dark, stormy one. trust me, honey. everything will make sense sooner or later. every little thing is gonna be okay. but, remember it's okay to not be okay sometimes. i don't know who you are, or what you're story is, but stay strong. -your sister in Christ