Long story short I got really drunk and ended up toking a little weed. I drunk texted this guy I really like and proceeded to apologize to him in the morning….while I was still intoxicated and feel as though I have thoroughly screwed things up with him. Now that I’ve sobered up, I am feeling extremely anxious and paranoid about this whole situation with the guy and I the paranoia is to the point where I feel that I can’t talk to anyone I know about this. I already have pre-existing social anxiety but what I’m experiencing is a completely different level.
So my question is could my mixing of alcohol and marijuana be contributing to this anxiety? The person who supplied the weed is a trusted friend and grower so laced weed is out of the question.
Also any advise on the situation with the guy? I haven’t tried venting/chatting just because I’m new to the site but if someone is willing to talk to me about it that would be great.