I can’t ask anyone these , it should be kept as a secret , It’s really hard for me I just need someone to talk to , I don’t know what to do.
I have this friend, I really love her, I’ve never had a friend like her, and she is the sweetest ever . I’m concerned about her health.
She does have some problems, her father cheated on her mom and left her mother with three kids when she was like 9, they got divorced like this year, and she has never received any love from her father. She has become really sensitive. She is a really good artist though you must see her drawings. She smokes cigarettes a lot. And recently she has started doing other drugs , first it started with weed, it was okay it was fun it didn’t do much harm , it was controlled she was doing it twice a month it was a really short time ( I need to mention that at that time she had this boyfriend who got her involved with drugs and he was an asshole after a while she found out that he would put opium in the joint . they broke up) and then she stopped , but then there was this other fad called Teramadol , she started taking that goddamned pill , (this happened because of another boyfriend of hers ) started with small doses she would break the pill in half then the half into another half , now she takes the whole pill not just one she goes over 200ml ,and I think she is getting addicted , one week her boyfriend and her too T for a whole week every day the routine was on the weekends after that week he didn’t give her anymore pill he was afraid that she would get addicted but she couldn’t go from being on 700 to nothing her body needed it , she wanted to stop she didn’t have any more pill anyway ,this morning I found her shaking she was burning in fever she wanted to throw up but she hadn’t eaten anything for the past 12 hours I made her tea and called a friend of mine who could get the pill, that was the only thing I could do . and I let her sleep on my lap till the dealer came, her breath was heavy it was like she was having nightmares , her arm was Bruised , it was literally blue and her skin was real white , I was shitting myself I was really worried and I didn’t know what should I have done , eventually My friend came and she took the pill got better.
It doesn’t end , I have never talked about drugs with her she has this I make my own decisions attitude and I know that all of our friends have asked her to stop and she has stopped talking to them I can’t risk it I’m the only one she trusts. Today my friend asked her if she was reducing her dose she said she was just getting started, her boyfriend wants her to stop he won’t give her drugs he has asked the guy she buys drugs from not to sell anything to her if he finds out he will break up with her and you don’t know how much she loves him, like they have been friends for years and he is the one that gives her the fatherly love she is lacking, he is addicted himself.
I’m the only one that knows about this. I do seriously love her. She is talented really and i know because we both go to the same artschool together and she can be a real artist someday, but she is seriously failing all of her classes .How can I help her?
