hi. im a 22 year old father who needs to stop using heroin. its draining my soul, time, and money. ive decided that its time to quit. im going to go on a suboxone (its like a much less serious version of methadone) taper that will leave me totally clean and through with withdrawals in about a months time.
im scared that i will never be happy as i am when im high. im scared that since the reward center of my brain is so messed up, ill be depressed for years with out a chemical added to the equation. im scared that ill fail. im scared that when i put down the drugs, ill look at myself and realize that im not the same person anymore as i was before them , even if im done with them now.
im terrified but i have to get it done with. any words of advice. ive done the whole NA thing and im considering going back.