You need to talk to somebody. I know everybody says this, but it is true. You can call one of your closest friends or talk to a parent or trusted adult. I have lost somebody to suicide and it truly hurts. There are soooo many people who care about you. If you ever feel like ending it, there is a call line called Txt4Life (1-800-273-8255) or you can text them the word "Life" at the number 839-863 and they will help. You are important. :)