I’m an eleven year old girl with anxiety and depression . I have self harmed twice , once a couple of weeks ago and today . The first time it didn’t bleed just left a scar , now it was bleeding .
I want to continue , it may cause me pain but compared to the my mental pain , it’s nothing . I don’t know what to do , I don’t even want to live .
This may not be anything but I keep seeing the door open but when I blink it’s shut . I have those doors that when you open it it makes a noise , and it didn’t make a noise . I don’t what’s wrong with me .
I also haven’t told my parents so it’s quite hard
Can someone help me as much as they can , any possible thing that will help me get through the shitness of my life.
Just roughly 2 years ago I was suffering from depression. There's no words to describe the physical effects you feel because of mental pain so trust me I know. I was not sleeping nor eating and my blood pressure was rising and falling. Got up cold sweating at nights nothing helped. After frequent visits to the doctor it took one visit to open my eyes. Doctor told me had I continued not sleeping I would've had to undergo psychiatric evaluation and that's what made me realize I had to beat that depression.I sort comfort in everyone and I still found myself still not getting better. Now this is what I did! I got up and day by day I prayed and along with my praying I challenged my mind into believing I will do better! Truth is im 25years old who had alot of responsibility in my life not knowing what direction to go and what not. You're at an age where life is suppose to be enjoyed at its fullest! Talk to an adult who you can trust, have fun with friends,play video games do anything that would make an eleven year old shout for joy! You have an entire life ahead of you! whatever that's bothering you tell your parents asap! Let them know...please get the help you need! If you need someone to talk to feel free to message me on my profile here! There are tonnes of people here who are always willing to listen :)
Depression is a terrible thing to go through. There are a lot of people out there that feels the same way you do. You feel like you don't belong in the world and that you don't want to live, I felt that way too. I got over it and moved on by talking to my cousin and a really close friend of mine. You are meant for something, everyone in the world is here for a reason. Even if it doesn't seem like you are and you keep feeling the way that you are feeling, talk to someone that you will trust with your life. Talk to your parents if you continue to decline in emotions, they will be able to help you out a lot. Just talk to someone that you are really close to. They will help you find the positive aspects in yourself that you've overseen. Also try to stop self harming and stay strong. You can overcome this and I know you will. It's really difficult but you're not alone. There are a lot of people that are going through the same things, remember that.
I think just being a girl is pretty difficult on its own. I mean everybody is always expecting something from you. There is no where to find a list of how to for being a teen-ager. They should make one of those dummy books, Like how to be a teen-age girl for dummies. I know that I would buy a copy.