I had my first panic attack about a week or so ago. It was terrifying. I was high, and started panicking really badly. I sat in the shower for a good three hours saying to myself “I’m going to die, I’m going to die.” The sensation of dying has only left me even more terrified of when I actually am dying. I now have a great fear of death. Which most people do, I suppose. Anyways, these panic attacks are starting to become more frequent. They are even happening out in public. I just hope this doesn’t turn into a bad case of agoraphobia. Well, to be specific, I was out eating dinner with my mother, and I started feeling scared. I wanted to run out, because I couldn’t breathe that good. I felt like some imaginary person was choking me.
I guess my question is, if you have panic attacks as well, how do you cope with them? Both my parents have panic attacks and gave me some suggestions..but nothing works. I can manage them, but I get really tired if I try to hold them off..but when I sleep, I can’t breathe and wake up scared. Everything is difficult now. I lost interest in all my hobbies and have became even more depressed than before. I feel suicidal, but I am scared to die. I am so lost. I just really need help I suppose.