need help

First off.... I am very sorry to hear about your loss. I can't imagine what you're going through. You sister knows what she meant to you.... And although she may be gone in body, she's always with you in spirit. You are never alone. I know that she wants you to be happy. And I know that's easier said then done. But she doesn't want you to suffer. She also wouldn't want you to take your own life. She wants you to live.... And be happy. Of course... You're going to miss her. Its ok to grieve. It's ok to cry. That just means you're human dear. But don't take your life. Live your life to the fullest and remember her fondly. She is with you now, and she will always be by your side. If you want to talk more about this, pm me. I am happy to help. Take care dear. *hugs*

I'm so sorry for your loss. I know it's hard to wash the loss of a loved one out of your mind. But you should never consider killing yourself just to be with them. First off, you will not be with them because killing yourself is a sin and you go to hell for it. Second, your sister would not want you to dwell on her dying, she wants you happy and alive. She wouldn't want you to kill yourself. Trust me. I'm sure she loves and misses you as much as you do her. I hope everything goes well soon, think happy thoughts. Stay strong.

I am so sorry. But i can assure you that she wouldnt want to see you unhappy because of her, she would want you to live your life as happy as you can. She would want to have you grow up and get married and have kids and do all these great things and have all these amazing adventures so that, when your time is up and you do pass away the way god intended you to since suicide is never an answer, and you do see your sister again, you can tell her all the amazing things that happened. In the mean time, maybe keep a journal or a diary, and everything exciting that happens and you wish so badly you could tell her about, write it down. and just remember, she loves you and wants you happy. Stay strong love,