The other night, I guess I was delusional, because the only thing I remember is being sad, numb, then nothing. I woke up with this wound on my hand in the shape of the letter “N” (which is a significant letter to me) and now it’s very dark, thick, and prominent as it’s scabbing. I didn’t mean for this to happen, and I want to get rid of it before anyone notices and worries. Therefore, my questions are: is there anything I can put on it to make it disappear fast and why don’t I remember doing it?