Hi my name is Raphael, long story short, i am gay. Both of my parents know but they don’t want me to be gay and they would change me if they could. I’m always feel down because i am a disappointment to them, my mom always tells me, “how come you don’t try to get a girlfriend” ive had many girlfriends but i never liked it, she also says ” If you tried pussy, you wouldn’t be gay anymore” i dont like it, thats it, and im not going to get with another girl to do that. when ever she talks with my aunts and they ask her if i have a girlfriend she always tells them that im flirting around with alot of girls so they wont know that she has a gay son. I love who i am and im barly starting to finally find myself out but she always brings me down. and my dad doesnt really talk to me about it, he trys to think im still straight. Please if you can give me advice, that would be nice,
