My friend is very curt towards me and she often ignores me. She also is never there for me when I need her to be–even though I’m always there for her. She says I mean a lot to her but never reaches out to me. When I talk to her she seems disinterested or annoyed. Though she says and does all these things I still somehow enjoy her company. It’s almost like no matter what she does to me, I will never be truly upset with her. I feel like I almost idolize her. How do I stop?