First of all sorry for any grammar mistakes..it’s not my first language,I had a crush on a girl about two years ago,I was obsessed,I couldn’t tell her I was so shy and i wasn’t social, I had many troubles with life,I know it’s my fault…,anyway she noticed and tried to make me talk,idk if she likes me too,I tried to forget about her I thought that i forgot,until I knew about her going abroad,I went crying for two days and dreaming of her every night,sometimes I doubt if I really have to forget or not,.and she will stay away for a year,and then come back,and I was planning to emigrate when I finish high school (after a year) I am not sure if I will be able but it’s too important to me,idk what to do..I know it’s my fault don’t make fun of me please