It’s been 4 years, but I still love a man (who I met through the internet) deep down inside. We used to talk for hours like best friends. But everything has changed since the last year and we are no longer in regular contact. I really don’t want to lose him, but I couldn’t find any way to talk with him once again.
One day, I made my mind and I sent him a SMS but he didn’t answer me. I just wanted to start a serious conversation with him, unfortunately it didn’t work. I thought very long and hard about our “relationship” and I’ve realized that I’ve made so many mistakes to him, and I feel guilty about it.
I think about him all the day. He has his place in my heart. I always check his Facebook profile and there is always no new activity from him. He’s very special to me. That’s why I feel a strong need to talk with him. I just want things to be clear between us.
I don’t want to regret anything, so I want him to know about my love and tell him how much I missed him in my life. However, I’m so shy to call him since the day he ignored my SMS.
His birthday is coming up in a few days, so I want to take this opportunity to have a real conversation.
What do you think about my situation ? What should I do ?