I dated one guy before, I thot I loved him but i think the thought of having someone was what I loved. and now I am dating my best friend. He questioned if I accually loved him the other day. I really think I do. I think about him all the time. The thought of him makes me smile. I love talking to him and spending time with him. Is that love? He is really hard to read, his facial expressions are hard to understand. So I am struggling to open myself up to him because I don’t know what he wants. I’m scared if I show him who I really am, he won’t love me anymore. I’ve told him I’ve missed him a couple of times an I don’t really get a response, I don’t no what that means so I stopped. He always says I love you first, but sometimes I beat him to it. When he goes away to work I get sad and miss him even more. I do t want to come off clingy, so I don’t say anything. But now that he is questioning if I love him I don’t know if I should start letting my feelings out more. I think I really do love him.
