At first it was seconds, then minuets, and almost a full hour i have lost. It’s safe to say i live inside my mind. But, maybe i’m being over dramatic, i don’t think it’s okay to not be able to tell if you are in the “real” world or my own world i’ve created. In my world everything is perfect and i am not crazy i am actually rather important and amazing. (i know i know crazy). But sometimes i get confused on if i’m telling the truth or if i’m lying because in one of the worlds it’s either true or false u know? Idk if this makes sense. I know for certain i have other problems that define who i am (BPD and other personality disorders) but i’ve realized that when i step into my world they cause my “episodes” or fits of anger, depression, or other awful things i don’t want to get into. But i also know that i like the world that i have named the “unknown”. I’d rather be there than anywhere else. But being there causes alot of problems and leaves me lost in my own mind…