Lost in my own head…

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At first it was seconds, then minuets, and almost a full hour i have lost. It’s safe to say i live inside my mind. But, maybe i’m being over dramatic, i don’t think it’s okay to not be able to tell if you are in the “real” world or my own world i’ve created. In my world everything is perfect and i am not crazy i am actually rather important and amazing. (i know i know crazy). But sometimes i get confused on if i’m telling the truth or if i’m lying because in one of the worlds it’s either true or false u know? Idk if this makes sense. I know for certain i have other problems that define who i am (BPD and other personality disorders) but i’ve realized that when i step into my world they cause my “episodes” or fits of anger, depression, or other awful things i don’t want to get into. But i also know that i like the world that i have named the “unknown”. I’d rather be there than anywhere else. But being there causes alot of problems and leaves me lost in my own mind…

Tags: asked August 17, 2013

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I understand how it feels to be trapped in your mind. Its beautiful the things you can find out about yourself in there but can also be very dangerous. I think one of the most important things to see is that living in your mind, while difficult at times, can help you get come to some very interesting self realizations. In the time I've dealt with my mental issues, I've realized that I've come a long way. I know, its easier to point out the things you find wrong with you then it is to see the beauty in yourself but its not impossible. Stay strong, my friend. You're beautiful.
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I'm the exact same way.
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i think you either have a very vivid imagination or you can add skitzo to the list