I can relate to what you are going through. Do you feel as if the world around you is closing in and your the only person that doesn't know where to go? I have had the same feeling. What I did was found my closest friend, or even my own mother. Even though you may feel that they never understand you, take your chances. I remember when I was getting bullied at school I talked to my closest friend Savannah about it, and she helped me along the way. She also helped me stand up for myself in a way that I could never had done until I talked to her. Even though that this may sound like something stupid to talk to someone, but I honestly think that your chances are never against you when getting advice. Always remember, you are NEVER alone. If you have any other questions or concerns, please go to my page and ask me. I will tell you anything you need to know. Thanks for your time :) I hope things can get better for you!