I’ve been mostly depressed for what, 4 years now? Or more. I can’t pinpoint when it started, to be honest. I thought it’d go away with time. I try to hang out with friends, I try doing things that make me happy, I try. I kept trying and trying to not be depressed but nothing’s working. I actually feel much worse, as I’ve started to self-harm, a little. I don’t know what to do. I’m getting so low I’ve actually started contemplating suicide… and making theoretical plans of how I will do it. I don’t know what to do. I feel worse every day.