Is it weird to have hallucination?

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Okay, so I don’t use any sort of drug or alcohol, but I commonly see things no one else does. I will see this girl, she has no feet and her face is a blur. It scares me. But my parents refuse to take me to a freaking therapist. The things I see, if when I see them and dont get scared, they get angry at me. If I do and hide somewhere they appear standing beside me smiling. And the smile… it sends chills down my back. My parents say it’s my imagination…but if something doesnt stop this soon I am going to. Wether that’s running away or hurting myself. I will make it stop.

Category: asked August 3, 2014

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I would actually go to your GP before counselling. Make an appointment without your parents.Hallucinations can be the symptoms of a genetic disorder, syndrome or disease when not from the use of drugs and alcohol. Hallucinations can be caused by something like low blood sugar (and a symptom of diabetes) to brain disorders like Schizophrenia. There is even new research that shows that there are autoimmune diseases that can cause symptoms commonly associated with disorders like psychosis and bipolar.I am not trying to scare you, just strongly advise seeking a GP who will be able to refer you to a specialist. This is something you should take seriously. Make sure your GP knows that your parents are not taking you seriously, they may be able to talk to your parents and explain why you might need some additional testing.
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I think you really should see a therapist. With or without your parents agreement. You should set yourself on the first place. Think about YOU. It seems like you're really scared by those hallucinations. I think it's very hard to deal on your own with. You should get some help from a professional counselor.Wish you the best.
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go seek the medical help.. but it does sound like a ghost to me but who knows.
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T̶h̶e̶r̶e̶ ̶a̶r̶e̶ ̶a̶ ̶f̶e̶w̶ ̶t̶h̶i̶n̶g̶s̶ ̶t̶h̶a̶t̶ ̶t̶h̶i̶s̶ ̶c̶o̶u̶l̶d̶ ̶b̶e̶.̶ ̶H̶o̶w̶e̶v̶e̶r̶,̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶ ̶n̶e̶e̶d̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶t̶e̶s̶t̶ ̶o̶u̶t̶ ̶t̶h̶i̶s̶ ̶'̶h̶a̶l̶l̶u̶c̶i̶n̶a̶t̶i̶o̶n̶'̶ ̶a̶ ̶b̶i̶t̶ ̶m̶o̶r̶e̶ ̶e̶x̶t̶e̶n̶s̶i̶v̶e̶l̶y̶ ̶i̶n̶ ̶o̶r̶d̶e̶r̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶d̶e̶t̶e̶r̶m̶i̶n̶e̶ ̶w̶h̶a̶t̶ ̶i̶t̶ ̶r̶e̶a̶l̶l̶y̶ ̶i̶s̶.̶ ̶I̶'̶m̶ ̶f̶a̶i̶r̶l̶y̶ ̶e̶x̶p̶e̶r̶i̶e̶n̶c̶e̶d̶ ̶w̶i̶t̶h̶ ̶t̶h̶i̶n̶g̶s̶ ̶o̶f̶ ̶t̶h̶i̶s̶ ̶n̶a̶t̶u̶r̶e̶.̶ ̶

̶Y̶o̶u̶ ̶s̶a̶i̶d̶ ̶t̶h̶a̶t̶ ̶s̶o̶m̶e̶t̶i̶m̶e̶s̶ ̶w̶h̶e̶n̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶ ̶s̶e̶e̶ ̶i̶t̶,̶ ̶i̶t̶ ̶d̶o̶e̶s̶n̶'̶t̶ ̶f̶r̶i̶g̶h̶t̶e̶n̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶ ̶a̶n̶d̶ ̶i̶t̶ ̶g̶e̶t̶s̶ ̶a̶n̶g̶r̶y̶.̶ ̶T̶h̶e̶ ̶n̶e̶x̶t̶ ̶t̶i̶m̶e̶ ̶t̶h̶i̶s̶ ̶h̶a̶p̶p̶e̶n̶s̶,̶ ̶q̶u̶e̶s̶t̶i̶o̶n̶ ̶i̶t̶,̶ ̶e̶v̶e̶n̶ ̶i̶f̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶ ̶o̶n̶l̶y̶ ̶s̶p̶e̶a̶k̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶i̶t̶ ̶i̶n̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶r̶ ̶h̶e̶a̶d̶.̶ ̶S̶i̶m̶p̶l̶y̶ ̶a̶s̶k̶ ̶w̶h̶y̶ ̶i̶t̶ ̶i̶s̶ ̶a̶n̶g̶r̶y̶.̶ ̶I̶f̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶ ̶g̶e̶t̶ ̶a̶ ̶f̶o̶r̶m̶ ̶o̶f̶ ̶r̶e̶s̶p̶o̶n̶s̶e̶,̶ ̶w̶h̶e̶t̶h̶e̶r̶ ̶i̶t̶ ̶b̶e̶ ̶a̶ ̶s̶t̶r̶o̶n̶g̶e̶r̶ ̶f̶e̶e̶l̶i̶n̶g̶ ̶f̶r̶o̶m̶ ̶i̶t̶ ̶o̶r̶ ̶a̶n̶ ̶a̶c̶t̶u̶a̶l̶ ̶r̶e̶s̶p̶o̶n̶s̶e̶ ̶i̶n̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶ ̶f̶o̶r̶m̶ ̶o̶f̶ ̶f̶a̶c̶i̶a̶l̶/̶b̶o̶d̶y̶ ̶g̶e̶s̶t̶u̶r̶e̶s̶,̶ ̶o̶r̶ ̶e̶v̶e̶n̶ ̶w̶o̶r̶d̶s̶,̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶n̶ ̶l̶e̶t̶ ̶m̶e̶ ̶k̶n̶o̶w̶ ̶a̶n̶d̶ ̶I̶'̶l̶l̶ ̶h̶e̶l̶p̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶g̶u̶i̶d̶e̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶ ̶t̶h̶r̶o̶u̶g̶h̶ ̶w̶h̶a̶t̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶d̶o̶ ̶n̶e̶x̶t̶.̶ ̶I̶f̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶ ̶g̶e̶t̶ ̶n̶o̶ ̶r̶e̶s̶p̶o̶n̶s̶e̶ ̶i̶n̶ ̶a̶n̶y̶ ̶f̶a̶s̶h̶i̶o̶n̶,̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶n̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶r̶e̶ ̶i̶s̶ ̶a̶n̶o̶t̶h̶e̶r̶ ̶t̶h̶i̶n̶g̶ ̶t̶h̶a̶t̶ ̶I̶ ̶w̶o̶u̶l̶d̶ ̶a̶s̶k̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶d̶o̶.̶ ̶

̶T̶h̶e̶ ̶n̶e̶x̶t̶ ̶t̶i̶m̶e̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶ ̶s̶e̶e̶ ̶i̶t̶ ̶a̶n̶d̶ ̶i̶t̶ ̶c̶a̶u̶s̶e̶s̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶f̶e̶e̶l̶ ̶f̶e̶a̶r̶,̶ ̶a̶n̶d̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶ ̶s̶e̶e̶ ̶i̶t̶ ̶s̶m̶i̶l̶i̶n̶g̶,̶ ̶s̶m̶i̶l̶e̶ ̶b̶a̶c̶k̶ ̶a̶t̶ ̶i̶t̶.̶ ̶I̶t̶ ̶m̶a̶y̶ ̶b̶e̶ ̶d̶i̶f̶f̶i̶c̶u̶l̶t̶ ̶a̶t̶ ̶f̶i̶r̶s̶t̶,̶ ̶b̶u̶t̶ ̶i̶t̶ ̶w̶i̶l̶l̶ ̶h̶e̶l̶p̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶p̶u̶l̶l̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶ ̶o̶u̶t̶ ̶o̶f̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶ ̶f̶e̶a̶r̶ ̶c̶o̶n̶t̶r̶o̶l̶ ̶t̶h̶a̶t̶ ̶i̶t̶ ̶i̶s̶ ̶t̶r̶y̶i̶n̶g̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶g̶a̶i̶n̶ ̶o̶n̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶.̶ ̶T̶h̶e̶ ̶m̶o̶s̶t̶ ̶i̶m̶p̶o̶r̶t̶a̶n̶t̶ ̶t̶h̶i̶n̶g̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶r̶e̶m̶e̶m̶b̶e̶r̶ ̶i̶s̶ ̶t̶h̶a̶t̶ ̶t̶h̶i̶s̶ ̶t̶h̶i̶n̶g̶ ̶h̶a̶s̶ ̶n̶o̶ ̶p̶o̶w̶e̶r̶ ̶o̶v̶e̶r̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶,̶ ̶a̶n̶d̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶ ̶o̶n̶l̶y̶ ̶w̶a̶y̶ ̶i̶t̶ ̶c̶a̶n̶ ̶i̶s̶ ̶b̶y̶ ̶i̶n̶s̶t̶i̶l̶l̶i̶n̶g̶ ̶f̶e̶a̶r̶ ̶i̶n̶t̶o̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶.̶ ̶N̶e̶g̶l̶e̶c̶t̶ ̶i̶t̶ ̶t̶h̶a̶t̶ ̶p̶o̶w̶e̶r̶,̶ ̶a̶n̶d̶ ̶i̶t̶ ̶i̶s̶ ̶e̶n̶t̶i̶r̶e̶l̶y̶ ̶p̶o̶w̶e̶r̶l̶e̶s̶s̶ ̶a̶n̶d̶ ̶h̶e̶l̶p̶l̶e̶s̶s̶.̶ ̶

̶N̶o̶w̶,̶ ̶i̶f̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶ ̶m̶a̶n̶a̶g̶e̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶ ̶s̶m̶i̶l̶e̶,̶ ̶o̶b̶s̶e̶r̶v̶e̶ ̶i̶t̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶s̶e̶e̶ ̶i̶t̶s̶ ̶r̶e̶a̶c̶t̶i̶o̶n̶.̶ ̶R̶e̶m̶e̶m̶b̶e̶r̶,̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶'̶v̶e̶ ̶g̶o̶t̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶f̶e̶e̶l̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶ ̶s̶m̶i̶l̶e̶ ̶f̶r̶o̶m̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶ ̶i̶n̶s̶i̶d̶e̶,̶ ̶n̶o̶t̶ ̶j̶u̶s̶t̶ ̶p̶a̶s̶t̶e̶ ̶o̶n̶ ̶a̶ ̶f̶a̶k̶e̶ ̶o̶n̶e̶.̶ ̶A̶s̶ ̶l̶o̶n̶g̶ ̶a̶s̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶ ̶c̶a̶n̶ ̶d̶i̶m̶i̶n̶i̶s̶h̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶ ̶f̶e̶e̶l̶i̶n̶g̶ ̶o̶f̶ ̶f̶e̶a̶r̶ ̶i̶n̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶,̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶'̶r̶e̶ ̶d̶o̶i̶n̶g̶ ̶i̶t̶ ̶r̶i̶g̶h̶t̶.̶ ̶I̶f̶ ̶i̶t̶ ̶d̶o̶e̶s̶ ̶h̶a̶v̶e̶ ̶a̶ ̶r̶e̶a̶c̶t̶i̶o̶n̶ ̶s̶u̶c̶h̶ ̶a̶s̶ ̶s̶w̶i̶t̶c̶h̶i̶n̶g̶ ̶i̶t̶s̶ ̶e̶x̶p̶r̶e̶s̶s̶i̶o̶n̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶a̶n̶g̶e̶r̶,̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶n̶ ̶t̶e̶s̶t̶ ̶i̶t̶ ̶f̶u̶r̶t̶h̶e̶r̶ ̶b̶y̶ ̶l̶o̶s̶i̶n̶g̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶ ̶s̶m̶i̶l̶e̶ ̶a̶f̶t̶e̶r̶ ̶i̶t̶s̶ ̶e̶x̶p̶r̶e̶s̶s̶i̶o̶n̶ ̶c̶h̶a̶n̶g̶e̶s̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶a̶n̶g̶e̶r̶.̶ ̶I̶f̶ ̶i̶t̶ ̶b̶e̶g̶i̶n̶s̶ ̶s̶m̶i̶l̶i̶n̶g̶ ̶a̶g̶a̶i̶n̶,̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶n̶ ̶l̶e̶t̶ ̶m̶e̶ ̶k̶n̶o̶w̶ ̶t̶h̶a̶t̶ ̶t̶h̶i̶s̶ ̶i̶s̶ ̶w̶h̶a̶t̶ ̶h̶a̶p̶p̶e̶n̶e̶d̶,̶ ̶a̶n̶d̶ ̶I̶ ̶w̶i̶l̶l̶ ̶h̶e̶l̶p̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶g̶u̶i̶d̶e̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶ ̶o̶n̶ ̶w̶h̶a̶t̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶d̶o̶ ̶n̶e̶x̶t̶.̶ ̶T̶h̶e̶ ̶t̶h̶i̶n̶g̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶ ̶a̶r̶e̶ ̶l̶o̶o̶k̶i̶n̶g̶ ̶f̶o̶r̶ ̶t̶h̶r̶o̶u̶g̶h̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶s̶e̶ ̶t̶e̶s̶t̶s̶ ̶i̶s̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶s̶e̶e̶ ̶w̶h̶e̶t̶h̶e̶r̶ ̶i̶t̶ ̶h̶a̶s̶ ̶a̶ ̶s̶e̶t̶ ̶p̶a̶t̶t̶e̶r̶n̶ ̶o̶f̶ ̶b̶e̶h̶a̶v̶i̶o̶r̶s̶ ̶o̶r̶ ̶i̶f̶ ̶i̶t̶ ̶r̶e̶a̶c̶t̶s̶ ̶a̶c̶c̶o̶r̶d̶i̶n̶g̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶ ̶s̶i̶t̶u̶a̶t̶i̶o̶n̶ ̶i̶t̶ ̶i̶s̶ ̶b̶e̶i̶n̶g̶ ̶p̶r̶e̶s̶e̶n̶t̶e̶d̶.̶ ̶T̶h̶i̶s̶ ̶w̶i̶l̶l̶ ̶h̶e̶l̶p̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶d̶e̶t̶e̶r̶m̶i̶n̶e̶ ̶w̶h̶e̶t̶h̶e̶r̶ ̶i̶t̶ ̶i̶s̶ ̶a̶ ̶s̶p̶i̶r̶i̶t̶ ̶o̶r̶ ̶t̶r̶u̶l̶y̶ ̶a̶ ̶h̶a̶l̶l̶u̶c̶i̶n̶a̶t̶i̶o̶n̶.̶
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Without knowing more of your condition, we could not possibly begin to do very much more than speculate on your experience. As it stands, while you still retain touch with reality, you need to go to another trusted adult or authority figure, even a police officer, and tell them that you need help; you are having very disturbing hallucinations and your parents will not help you or even take you to get help.

Don't be shy and don't be afraid. You need help, and you seem to be somewhat reasonable and capable of helping yourself. So just as you have reached out here on BlahTherapy, reach out again. Get an adult in authority to talk to your parents and they will (hopefully) realize that you are not just making up stories and get you the help that you need.

If you would like to discuss this further, my inbox is always open.