Ii’m starting to think that I’m crazy or insane. When I was thirteen I was dating a man who was twenty one, I was young and naive and a virgin. He kept threatening to cheat on me if I didn’t have sex so I said I would but last minute Ii just freaked out and said no i couldnt. I just wasnt ready to lose my virginity. He raped me, he went to jail but six years later he is out. I was alerted. Is it normal to want to reach out to your rapist? He took my innocence. Ii have been such and angry and sad person since and I cant help but find myself wanting to reach out and speak to him about the past. Is that wrong or me?