I’ve been depressed. First I thought it was normal but then things started to get worse. Two years a ago I cut myself. I did not tell anyone about it including my parents because I know they will get mad. After that I was okay. For this past few months my depression is getting really bad, my cousin got married yesterday but I cried at the back thinking I’m worthless hopeless etc. It is really a bad timing and I hate myself for that. But that night I was really happy and very energetic. I could not sleep, I sleep for just a few hours and woke up early in the morning. I’m 14 and I don’t have any hormonal problems.