Ok so, I’m just 13 and still in school,
and about 2 months ago my best friend stopped talking to me…
Back story:
We were best friends for 3 years, (let’s call him Sam) but then he got caught up in Minecraft and online girls and started being mean to me and my anxiety got worse and I started making drama and snapping at him so he blocked me out of his life just like that. Because he’s tired of the drama.
That’s the story…
But now I have a question…Two of them actually..
Is he ever going to miss me and come back?
About a month and a half or something ago, I asked a friend (Lets call her Emma) to ask Sam if he misses me (They’re good friends) And he said:
“Well I KINDA miss her sometimes but I’m not like sad or anything…”
And then a month ago I texted him asking if he’s mad at me and he made an attempt to manipulate me by saying shit like…
“I’m not going to give you a chance because you said that instead of just bye..Just WOW.”
And..
“I was going to give you a second chance but you just said that.”
I really really doubt that he misses me, he has so much fun with his friends at school and Emma dosen’t even care about the shit he has put me through! She skypes with him and plays this stupid Minecraft with him EVERY DAY.
But the fact that he dosen’t miss me hurts so much…
We were really good friends, we hung out everyday and had so much fun and plans for the future…But then he just threw it away…
My guts are telling me that he will apologize before Christmas, but I refuse to believe it, I don’t even know what to believe..So that’s why I’m asking all of you,
Do YOU think he misses me?
Do YOU think he’s going to come back and everything will be normal again?
I can’t make any more friends and I’m super lonely, he was my only friend..It hurts to see him at school and act like we’re total strangers…I’m so tired of it!!!!
Thanks for reading..