To start with, I started Taekwondo last April, along with my sister. I am always present every training (thrice a week) While my sister barely go to the trainings because she’s too busy with her college life. I focused my attention to taekwondo and do my best every training. Yesterday, my sister went to training with me and we sparr (I vs. my sister) . Well, to cut the story short, I lose the sparr. A new member of the Taekwondo team also asked me if my sister has been practicing for a year already because she is really that good. But my sister do not take those things seriously. Well, my sister is a few inches taller than me. Does it matter? She can head kick me easily. And I’m having a hard time to go near her because her legs are longer than mine. ( And now I feel worse about myself). She’s way too better than me. I’m the worst.
And here I am. I exerted more effort, more passion to Taekwondo, but why is that I feel like I’m a loser. Why is it I feel like I’m not improving at all, compare to my sister who barely go to the Taekwondo trainings?
I really feel bad I kept on practicing and practicing but I always lose. As if I improve too slow (or none at all). Well, Im so insecure. Please help me guys I don’t know what to do. I don’t know how to handle this