I almost have no hope for my future honestly..Like I have the worst luck in everything, I’ve never succeeded no matter how hard I tried, I keep MAKING STUPID MISTAKES OVER AND OVER AGAIN. Ok here are some reasons why I think my future will be fucked up:
My parents divorced when I was 5, and I HAVEN’T SEEN MY DAD SINCE BC WE MOVED TO ANOTHER COUNTRY.
We live in this thing that’s supposed to be a house, sure it’s big but IT IS UNFINISHED. AND NOBODY IS WORKING ON IT.
I lost my step dad after 8 years of me and mom living with him, amazing luck right? Right.
I lost my one and only friend and it took me about 8 months to feel closure.
My mom docent have a job, because of law.. (moving to another country)
My family is mildly depressed..
SO THERE YOU HAVE IT…
I feel like I’m gonna be a failure, I DON’T WANT TO LIKE.. live in one of those rat holes working for someone in a small office and struggling to pay rent omg help
I’m a good student and stuff but I’m still so worried about my future mostly financially.
OH AND ALSO I’ve never had a boyfriend and i’m 15. And I’m terrified of getting divorced but everyone in my family has gotten divorced and ughh! I just want a nice life I want everything to fall in place but I feel like I won’t be able to pay for education or a house or anything..
Fuck my life
AND I CAN’T STOP WORRYING UNTIL PEOPLE GIVE ME LOGICAL AND TRUE ANSWERS, SO SAYING THAT IM WASTING TIME WORRYING ISN’T GOING TO HELP.
Sorry I’m stressed out right now..Just so worried, I want everything to be perfect…I don’t wanna end up like my mom, SHE HAS DIVORCED 2 TIMES AND LOST HER TRUE LOVE TO DEATH..IT’S SO TYPICAL AND IT ONLY MAKES SENSE THAT IT WOULD HAPPEN TO ME!!!!!!
I would commit suicide because of this stress but I’m terrified of death so….yeah..