So basically when i was younger i was bullied for having really small breasts and since then they haven’t grown at all. I can promise they aren’t even small, they are inexistent. So at that point i started wearing bras that made them look bigger to make the bullying stop. The problem is i’m gonna turn 17 really soon and all my friends are getting boyfriends and losing their virginities but i’m stuck. I’m so afraid of a boy discovering my inexistent boobs or my fake bra i haven’t ever gone further than making out. And it’s not because i don’t want to, i’m open minded to do stuff but i can’t even go over the first base because i’m too embarrased. So i don’t know what to do and i can’t stop thinking about it, getting naked in front of someone terrifies me and i don’t think anyone will ever like me looking like this. I can’t even get it because i’m not skinny at all, with this body type that’s even a bit fatty i should have breasts so that’s the worst. I’m just desperate. Help?