My dad just collapsed and I was trying to call ambulance. Of course welcome to Poland the did not wanted to come. They did after my begging but it made extremely stressed and now he’s gone I’m alone with my little brother and I can’t do anything and I’m scared and I’m even more scared that my mum who promised me not to do that anymore after very scary year again panicked and let everything out of control. I am supposed to be the strong one. But at the moment I don’t feel like that one. I know you can’t help me but its good just to tell you that I’m afraid he will die now or later and mum will disappear mentally and they will again left me alone. The problem is also that somehow I’m unable to tell anybody who cares about me so literally no one can help me here.
