I’m scared to have a horrible future


Right now, I am currently a 1st or I think 2nd yr student in college. I am suppose to be a 3rd yr college student as of now but my mom thinks I could have graduated right about now just because I’m already 20 yrs old. The reason why I am confused with my year level is because I made a lot mistakes during my first years in college which lead me to a path where I keep transferring schools and repeating the subjects I’ve taken before because of my bad grades. I was currently schooling in one of our prestigious schools here in our city but now I am transferred to a new school and I haven’t yet adapted and adjusted to the school. I was already okay with my old university because it had everything but alas, the matter of my academic status is a big issue towards the school I last attended, they don’t really accept students with low grades or at least a low average on the overall grades that were computed. I just fear that I may endure a horrible future ahead of me because of these faults I committed in my academics, I know for myself that I can achieve like the rest can too but I had adjustment problems before and now that I just can’t manage well. The fresh days in college, I can honestly say that I didn’t know what to do or what to achieve at first, I didn’t have any desirable/achievable goals, I barely even know what course to take, and right now I am unsure of the current course I am taking which is business, I just had sudden realizations of myself and I guess maybe it’s too late to change everything and thats why I have this fear of having a horrible future. And I have to say that I am not well contented with my college life right now. I don’t want to fail, I want to succeed like everybody else did.

Category: Tags: asked April 20, 2014