I’m gay and I’m 16 and I have a boyfriend named Andrew , he is 3 years older than me(19 years old) , he looks 1/2 like Lionel Messi , 1/4 like Lester Dawson (Ally’s father from Austin and Ally) and looks ¼ like gibby from icarly , he has 3 tattoos a rainbow colored star tattoo on top of his ankle , a baby dragon tattoo on his arm and a tattoo on his chest , he also wears a necklace with his name on it , and he was dark brown shiny hair , we’ve been together for 5 months and we love each other so much , my straight older brother is straight and I told him that I’m gay and I have a boyfriend and he was fine with it , but my parents wasn’t fine with it , they argued , the yell at me , and my older brother was taking my side , and he told my parents that it’s no one’s fault that I’m gay , 2 months later I moved out and me and my boyfriend live in a apartment till are own house is done , my boyfriend always go exercise at the gym , hes muscular ,and he has abs (6 pack) , I’m also muscular , but my abs are not fully out , I was with my friend at the restaurant bar and Andrew texted me a rude message : we’re the fuck are you? , (HE LOST HIS MIND!) , and I texted him that I’m with Brian at the restaurant bar , and he texted me rudely , are you cheating on me , and I knew he drinked too much alcohol when he came back home from the Gym , then I came back home and saw him leaning on the couch watching TV and I taught he was calm now , I came close to him and kissed him but he pushed me away , and he said what’s wrong with me cheating on him with another man , and I said I wasn’t cheating on him , I was just at the bar with a friend that’s all , and he yelled at me and told me to shut the fuck up , and i asked him if he dranked to much alcohol when he came back from the gym , and he asked me if i think he was wrong and i said : sort of , i was scared and i ran to are room and he chased me , i didn’t lock the door , and he comes up stairs slam the door and he came to me and slap me on the face , it really hurts , i fell down and cry , he felt bad about it , and said that he’s sorry and told me that he loves me and kissed my cheek were he slaps me , he grabs my hand pulled me up , he sits on the bed and told me that i was right , he did drinked too much alcohol , and i said it’s okay , everyone makes mistake , then we kissed each other , he wipes out me tears and took off his shirt and shorts , and he grabs me and jokily said : come here , you lazy bitch , and he grabs me put me on the bed with him , he took off my shirt , my shoes and my pants he puts everything on the ground , we were both shirtless in boxers, i was laughing , he bites my neck and i said : Oh , Andrew and i continued laughing , then both of us fell asleep , when i wake up , he wasn’t there and cam in the room , he made breakfast in bed for me , (Egg mixed up with hotdog & cheese with bacon and a bit rice made with chicken bouillon) , he eats a bit with me and he told me that he’s going to the Gym after 3 and a half hours and I said noooooooooooo!!!!!!!! . and I put my head on his shoulder and he said that he needs to and he has a Gym Schedule and I said true true , and I told him if I can go somewhere while he’s away and he said ; yes , but as long as I don’t cheat on him , and I said okay and I kissed him, and I told him to try not to drink too much cause I don’t want him to get crazy again like yesterday ., and he said : ok , and he asked me if I want to go take a shower with him before we leave , and I said : ”wait till I finish my breakfast” and He said : ”okay” , after I finish eating my breakfast he made me , we took a shower together. , he washed my back and I washed his back, i washed his hair with shampoo, he washed my hair with shampoo, (We love washing each other’s hair ^_^), after we took a shower we dry out washed are teeth of course, after Andrew went to the Gym and i was at the restaurant bar with my friend Brian, i came back home, Andrew was not home yet, 5 minutes later Andrew came home from the Gym SHIRTLESS!!!! , i said he said : baby , I’m home , and i said : i missed you , and he said i miss you too ,and we kissed each other , after he came home , he sit next to me on the couch and told me that he wants a baby with me , but i told him that were guys , and guys can’t get pregnant and he said : ”true true” but why not via surrogate and i looked at him weirdly and said : Surrogate? , and he told e how surrogate goes. And laughed and said it’s perfect, and I kissed him. Because I always wanted to have a baby with him, after we talked about the surrogate/baby stuff, I talked to him about the gun, I said: Baby, do you know that gun you have? , and he said: Yeah, what’s wrong with it? And I told him that I’m worried if he uses the gun to shoot thief’s and then get arrested and go to prison and I told him that I don’t want that to happened with him cause I love him and I want him to be okay, and he said that I was right, it’s better that he doesn’t use the gun for shooting thief’s, and he told me: “ Guess who is Gym Free 48 hours tomorrow , and I said : REALLY !!!??? , he shakes his head up and down and I screamed : “Yaaaaay , I was so happy that he is going to stay home tomorrow , 1 day later we took a shower together and went shopping , we bought Doritos chips , spaghetti , sodas , etc . 9 months later are baby was born, and it was a boy, Just what we both wished for. , what should I do, we have a baby together, we love each other and sometimes when he drinks too much , he gets crazy , what should I do? , I have a baby with him, we love each other and he is always nice to me. PLEASE GIVE ME ADVICE. *my parents found out that I was gay, they were not happy about it, their homophobic *My Older brother was okay with it, he was on my side. *I had a baby with him via surrogate at 16 *HE HAS A GUN THAT HE WANTED TO USE FOR KILLING THEIF *Andrew (my boyfriend) is strong, he has abs (6 packs) *he’s beautiful (of course) *we have a baby together *I’m 16 and he’s 19 *we go to the beach together sometimes , we even kissed each other at the beach in front of everyone , we don’t care what anyone thinks , it’s our life not theirs *I’m 16, I still go to school *Andrew is 19, he graduated and now he has a job, NOT AT THE GYM!! *just to know: he went to the egg bank to get some egg and then he went to the doctor to put the egg and his sperm into his good friend’s body. *I have my condom, I wear it, and he has his condom, but he said he’s not going to wear his till baby No.2 is conceived, but if the carrier (his friend) miscarries the second baby, then we need to go to the sperm bank and go get some sperm, cause neither of us have sperms anymore, cause we both wear condoms and threw are sperms away. *And I told Andrew (My Boyfriend) that I don’t want the surrogate mother to miscarry the second baby because I want to have a baby from his sperm, not from other people’s sperm *what should I do?
