Ok so I had this best friend for like 4 years and we were like 2 peas in a pod. We were inseparable. Then summer break came along and then we just sorta.. broke apart. I was upset but I thought ok ok this has to happen at some point so I made a new best friend. The next year, we weren’t friends. I don’t know if I’m just too socially akward or something but I can’t make a friend and keep them if my life depended on it. The only friends I have kept were my online friends and 1 friend that I’ve known since I crawled oUT of the womb. Idk if this is a phase or something. It all started happening when I fell into depression and I wrote. The one friend kinda ditched me and I was alone. I want to know if my depression killed my normally outgoing personality. I want to know if that side will every come back