There is nothing wrong with you. Would you rather have your first kiss be from some random guy you don't really care about, and look back on it all your life as a yawn, and just something you did to do it so you fit in with your friends. OR would you rather wait until the right guy comes along, someone you can care about, possibly grow to love. So your memory of that first kiss is a positive one. Don't give in to peer pressure. Live for yourself, not a bunch of people you probably will lose touch with once you start college anyway. When they try to find out just smile mysteriously, and say "I like to keep my private life, private." and leave it at that.Good luck!