so I’ve been talking to this girl for awhile now and I’m really starting to like her and I think she’s starting to like me back. we flirt allot and she’s even talking about heading over here in Chicago for c2e2 (Chicago Comic Con Entertainment Expo) and planning to cuddle with me in the hotel room.
I don’t wanna tell her I want our to be more then friends yet cause I wanna wait till she gets here ( she lives in Scotland and I live in Chicago)…..
But I have a serious problem. I feel ignored. when she’s brb and she didn’t tell me, I feel ignored. and I HATE that! that happens all time with my friends…we go afk and we don’t say brb….hell I’ve done it to her before many times.
but every time she goes brb and doesn’t tell me I feel like hell….and I really don’t know why! I wanna slap myself for being so stupid!
and when she does return we have a normal convo like always…..and I instantly feel better…what the hell is wrong with me?
I don’t wanna be a worried type person, I hate those kind of people…but I’m feeling like a hypocrite here and I hate it….
mostly when she’s brb she’s playing mindcraft…I tried buying the game but something fucked up happened with my payment…(long story)
I don’t want our convos to die down I like talking to her..I like it when we flirt and talk about cuddling…but I feel like it’s dying down…
I think I’m worrying too much…how can I calm down a bit and stop acting stupid?