Even though it may not seem like it right now, there are actually many people who feel just like you do. A good thing to remember is to Smile, Because The World Is Not As Bad As You Think.:) You may think its easy for me to sit here and type this to you, but its true. Don't kill yourself. No matter how bad you want to. Why? Because your better than that! Show your problems that YOU ARE BETTER THAN THEM! Don't give up the fight. Be Strong!!! Show that you have the extreme courage and strength to overcome your obstacles, and win this war you're fighting. Be tougher than your adversaries. Show them, all the issues, problems, and negative energy in your life, that you can do it. You can end up victorious. All it takes, is a little bit of effort, and alot of faith. Faith, did I say? Yes. Faith in yourself. Because you are worth it.
Can I ask you a question? Have you ever met someone, one person, who was exactly like you? They acted like you, looked like you, they were your mirror image? And why not? For one reason.....You are irreplaceable. No one, no matter how hard they try, can EVER take your place. You are one of a kind, unique. There may be 8 billion ppl on this planet...but there is only One You. Don't take that away from the world. Is it fair, do you think, to deprive the world of the amazing uniqueness that only you are? You can do anything if you put your mind to it. You are powerful. Strong. Beautiful. You are a great individual, and no one can take that away.
So, while your going through this hard time in your life, think of all the others, who are going through tough times too. And what it really comes down to, is conquering our fears and problems. I hope this helps. :) Stay Strong. Carry On. Smile...The World Is Not As Bad As You Think.